Morning of Owl

:(

my neck still haven heal... and I am kinda sad with it... cannot do anything... only can rest.... whats worse when its holiday and u know u are down with a sprain neck which stop u from all the things u wanted to do during this holiday... and u cannot do it now....

My mood keep going down... everything like not gg so smoothly... sometimes this mood doesn't belong to me... it is dependent on something...

Unfortunate Event II

I sprain my neck again...

fuccking pain...

i wake up morning i couldn't lift up my head...

nothing else was felt... it was only pain...

i try to roll my body ..... also pain...

i wanted to call out for help.... and i realised no one is at home..... i told myself that i got to get over this ... i cannot let this get me down....

so i use my right hand and lift up my head together with my body....

and i rub my eyes... also pain....

i never knew a neck sprain could be so serious. it really destroy my spirit when i start off the day. i just went to sleep and wake up again. i felt the same. my phone was ringing this time. and i
want to get it. at the same time my neck problem did not came to my mind. so as i lift up my head. the sharp pain just cut right through my nerves and got me caught in action.

"a sprain can be pain
dun think u are lame
u can stop the pain
this pain will get u insane
being lame will not make u a saint
but remember
we are all the same"

abstracted from an unknown source

Eraser..

hahaha... something i did during studying in NBS reading room...

Exams? Dance~

Mug mug mug.... no... thats not what i have been doing... jsut can't get into the mood.... i did study but... i wander off to do other things many a times... not as consistent as last semester... not as hardwoking afterall..

so.. where is my mood.. dance is one of them... there's another stuff too.... just couldn't believe anyone could study the whole day... not to mention people who start mugging since beginning of semester... its such a bore....

Last week i had the most accidents... my ankle's is gone... my tongue got biten by myself -__- my nose got hit... wah... its been so long since i met up with all these in a package... not many place sell such package.... it came with a bit of free gift: i nearly teared....

Joint Dance Concert has brought me another step into the dance world... both in breaking and hiphop... still very new to dance i would say... but trying hard to keep in rythym of this life.... it brought me more fun and goals... i made me realise how study i was last time... it changed my life..

someone close to me is rather busy nowadays... perhaps thats the reason why i felt a bit lonely..... seems to be a bit messed up since then.... some thoughts in my mind are better off in my mind....

been looking for Jane and Connie for company ... o can call them J.CO .....lol sounds familiar..... well... everyone's is mugging... this is the worse period of the semester... where u can find no one around....

ahhaha... complain alot..but i m doing fine actually....just too free i guess..... doesn't mean i have nothing to study.. but just that i need breaks and rest too!....hahahaha.....